insanity filtered into her brain but her beauty forever remained the same
I was once a man with hopes and dreams
but now they are gone and I have lowered my standards to you


embracing her with open arms and emptiness
trying to find a cure to end my pain and my loneliness
with absent mind and a helpless expression
fall into my arms my decrepit obsession


so childlike I play your games
and never complain
taking full advantage of your beauty
and your state of mind
lust I cant control
transforms to guilt I carry on my soul
so many years you're locked away
in this attic of decay


I feed you and I care for you but you are at my mercy
and you have no idea of the love we used to share
my unsuspecting prisoner she greets me with a smile
no one knows my little secret... no one ever will!!!


you say that you love me but you'll never know
the meaning of love and the meaning of hate
you fail to see that you have nowhere to go
and if you changed your mind there would be no escape!!


your mind is gone you look at me with empty eyes
and tell me you love me...hoping for reply
I loved the girl I used to know but she died so long ago
she would hate what we've become
I could never let her go!!!!